Happy Birthday to Sonya

Olinda will always be my idol.

Was disappointed yesterday when she left. And i do have a right to say that because i voted not once, but 4 times for her yesterday. if you're upset that she left but you didn't vote, well, i've nothing better to say. i know SI is about the whole package, not just talent, but talent plays a major role as well.

and to me, Olinda looked like an idol.

i liked her wit, her charisma and her confidence. not to mention her talent.

(i know i shouldn't say this, no flames please, but see the power of teenage girls with pocket money and those smart enough should know what i'm talking about)

Will continue this post when i'm not so tired.

(update)
look people, i know i have a temper but that doesn't give you reason to say shit behind my back. if you didn't piss me off big time with your stupidity, i wouldn't have flared up. so think about who's fault it was first before pointing your bloody finger at me and saying that i'm weird and have no reason to be pissed. fine, if you think i'm unreasonable, i've yet to began really being unreasonable. you want a taste of it? please get the situation right before you comment. and don't, just don't give me an opportunity to flare up.

and if you say i'm PMSing when i know i'm not, and i'm acting "oh so unfair", then haha, you're really asking for it.

and no, i'm not being immature. i know very well how i should act and what i should say because when i flare up, i'm very much in control of my actions. perhaps not so emotions but i know what the hell i'm doing. so don't make me do anything that i'd regret.

(update)
TQ is right. Singaporeans have gone deaf. i was so worried about missing SI cos the finals were during my guides camp but now, i can just tape it. no need to get so freaked out and enthu and hyped up about it cos i've lost the need to do so. oh well.

time to cut my hair again soon. it's curling up at the ends. it's so dry and gross anyway. no one will ever say that i've got nice hair because i don't. pootie.

and oh yeah, if i've been acting like a prat, well, i'm not going to exactly excuse my behaviour but i'll let you know that yes, a lot of stuff's been happening in my life and it's one thing after another. i don't have the time to do what i want because i've got meetings and forums and what nots to attend. some are out of obligation but some, like cell group, is definitely not. i know that prepping for camp is no excuse for me to get all huffy at people because i'm not the only one with this. (but seriously don't ever think planning a camp is all easy peasy lemon squeesy) but i'm tired, i'm annoyed, and my tolerence level is near zero.

please try to understand. it's nothing against the people i work with (quek, weemin), it's nothing against my friends. but i'm really really tired. and that's all. that's the reason i sound so tired, --> i feel tired.